Enjoy yourself (It’s Later Thank You Think)…..

What a few weeks it’s been, but what a bump in the rump I seem to have gotten today in motivation.  While things haven’t veered greatly in any particular direction, I’ve been gently reminded that I’m the “tough” girl that gets on with life fearlessly.  And it’s about time I do that.  It’s time to make the changes that bring happiness and stop stalling.  There are things that aren’t going to change with certain aspects of our life.  Autism isn’t going anywhere.  Insurance coverage where I am currently isn’t changing for a while (even though my fight with the insurance companies is in full gear), so in the words of my very inspirational coach from cycling year ago said “if something isn’t working…change it.  Try something new and see if that pans out.”  And it’s time.  Motivation is high.  Focus is set.  I believe in me to get me where I need to go, I oft come through for myself no matter the goal or objective I set in my life.  6 Ironman triathlons in the bag.  Cat 3 bike racer.  Former owner of my own business.  Single Mom extraordinaire for best little man in the world.  Crusader for Autism.  Living in awesome cities on my own at a young age like San Francisco, Seattle, Dallas.  I can do this.  I can do this.  (I’m going to have to let Ben know my plans and that we’ll have to get maximum sleep to make the best use of my time coming up!).  Here we go…because it’s later than I think and I want to squeeze as much life into the runway left in front of me and Ben as I can.  I want it to be a celebration of good and happy.  Let’s get to it!

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